hiGheR pOWer

Your god is jus
a figment
an imaginary run astray
used for some all
knowing and seeing
entity, when actually,
the description sounds
along the lines of
a glorified babysitter
I do not honor
obey or abide
nor do I wish to
I'm not sure wat
I truly believe
but I know
most assuredly
it's not that

daydream

Black coffee and
cigarettes flavored menthol
awake, up before
the inevitable crash
Longest nights
when darkness isn't
a good friend to you
These mornings grow so short
We must learn
to treasure our time
Stay awake together
Stay in this moment
Stay golden
like the morning sun
that looks thru
the window smiling
upon us
I smile at you,
for the brief period
of tranquility,
and you smile back
I'm pretty sure
it's sincere
I want it to be
I miss that look
Soon the air will
change shape
and the disagreeing
will take over
swearing, screaming shouting
all the bad parts
but i don't wanna
think about it now
I jus wanna
sip my caffeine
inhale some nicotine
take in your happy visage
and enjoy the
sunlight

Enter Venus

You are the
the height of
the highest high
as if all the best
of the worst were
on one spoon
Draw back, suction
bloodstream to heart
Direct hit
I am soaring entranced
as your love
courses thru my body
I'm such an addict
for you

I only shot this up
To make me feel alive,
create dependance
I was young and felonious