Vania Friends

Babydoll loves the

taste of thc and

the feel of fetynal

lately I've been too up

riding that crazy train

1st stop all the way

to the end

remaining on the rails

has proved a test

I can't share my heart

nor head with

someone being like this

so babydoll suffers from

my selfish mode

of living

tho I dunno if you can

truly call if that

it's more like barely existing

very poorly coping

staying awake to forget

staying away to recall

any last vestige

of actually relating to

others in this so
called society

daunting task since

now I'm one of

the McDonald's people,

aimless sitting and ordering 

$1 items to continue 

sitting aimless

talk to none by choice

hours spent alone

with having no true home

I'm jus like wherever I may roam

following the feeling reeling

inside my bones but

my answer is no closer

and I've grown tired

so tired

of wandering the same 6 miles

killing all my time 

in anxiety wasteland
and boring myself

to living dead