hiGheR pOWer

Your god is jus
a figment
an imaginary run astray
used for some all
knowing and seeing
entity, when actually,
the description sounds
along the lines of
a glorified babysitter
I do not honor
obey or abide
nor do I wish to
I'm not sure wat
I truly believe
but I know
most assuredly
it's not that

daydream

Black coffee and
cigarettes flavored menthol
awake, up before
the inevitable crash
Longest nights
when darkness isn't
a good friend to you
These mornings grow so short
We must learn
to treasure our time
Stay awake together
Stay in this moment
Stay golden
like the morning sun
that looks thru
the window smiling
upon us
I smile at you,
for the brief period
of tranquility,
and you smile back
I'm pretty sure
it's sincere
I want it to be
I miss that look
Soon the air will
change shape
and the disagreeing
will take over
swearing, screaming shouting
all the bad parts
but i don't wanna
think about it now
I jus wanna
sip my caffeine
inhale some nicotine
take in your happy visage
and enjoy the
sunlight

Enter Venus

You are the
the height of
the highest high
as if all the best
of the worst were
on one spoon
Draw back, suction
bloodstream to heart
Direct hit
I am soaring entranced
as your love
courses thru my body
I'm such an addict
for you

I only shot this up
To make me feel alive,
create dependance
I was young and felonious

til the morning sun & the night that follws

in my fitful sleep
I hold you tight
and place my face to you
Can you almost feel
my anxious lips
pressed to your skin?
They are greedy and craving
the sugar only you
can provide me
Have I ever told
you how much I
love your lil freckles?
constellations on your skin
I trace with my fingertips
as I grab your chin
and hungrily pull
your mouth to mine
the warmth of you
stokes a fire inside
crackles and blazing
tingling with strange electricity
we illuminate all that
surrounds us
I want to feel
your soul as it
entwines with mine
the rhythm of
your heart beating
is more than musical
it's transcendent,
and I am transformed
as I take your
pain and hurts into me
carrying like a cross
let me suffer for your sins
I want to absolve you
and dissolve into you
we can be One
and all my dreams
will come to light

Deacon Frost

Driving this
mistake thru my heart
turning vile again
against me is the world
I desire control
drained thru 2 holes
nail the windows closed
pray to your whomever
but leave me out of it
it'll never work anyways
can't stop the flow
uncrucifixable
the end is nigh
but you'll end in night
there is no breaking dawn
no matter how many parts
or cute lil pieces
cloaked in deep blackness
Ink and dagger forged
to trace and fill
howling of the wolves
kept at bay
watching the blood fall
true plasma screen
Did you remember to
sever the head as well?
scattered to the four corners
arise and assemble anew
I knew the truth
that you can't outrun the bats
you may be my victim
as my darling forever
This love is eternal and damned
undeadly nightshade
a thick thick blanket
blocking out the sun
it's always dark now
in here with me
give me another kiss
I'll place one on your
pretty pale white neck
let dusk embrace us
fully and unmasked
pure soulless self
demons are jus angels
to the opposing side
Evil is subjective
my nymphetamean girl
anemic parasite
so cruel and sweet
bathing on her crimson
tide me over
Caught in this trap
so let us hang
a coffin nap then
you'll see my fangs
come feed with me always
and like a poorly plotted novel
we have no real ending
Your afterlife has jus begun

bruise control

Sweet like a lollipop
with an underlying rot
a bad apple in the center
Razor edged lips
hide a morphine kiss
numb and bleeding out so tender
A waking nightmare
violent daydream nation
filling this desire
for permanent vacation
Saltwater burning up
poured into an open cut
freedom in devastation
Signal sent station to station
but never did I receive
the will to live or forgive
I shall never believe

Damien Thorn from now on

screaming headache
swollen rotting gum with
broken tooth cutting in
crashing like a car
with no breaks
thinking how I hate
everything, everyone
as of late
feeling out of sorts
forgotten, forsaken
no longer passed by
rather passed fully over
incomplete life lessen
an alien on my home planet
alone in a crowded tomb
I want to implode
my sins committed-
I should be too
I should be two
instead I must seek
shelter in solitude
unravelling, uncool
internal bleeding please
return me to isolation
stop the ride so I
may get off
don't make me beg please
I'm tired of space
to move about
jus give me this
a small cell with
a window that looks
out into aesthetic
nothingness
if I can't be free
then leave me there
I'll gladly melt away
turn to dust
and musty bones
down in a hole
the drug's wearing off